hellooo

today is 初七 which is 人日 which means everybody's birthday

so haha
rachel wong, your birthday is on everybody's birthday? i just realised. sad.
but still

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL WONG LI-JEN! :D

and yesterday was my cousin's birthday, so

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CHARMAINE :D miss you

right. i've really been gambling alot.
haix. sorry la. new year wad. i noe christians shouldn't gamble, but it's within the family, so there isn't much of a difference anyway.

I LOVE BABIES (:

isn't he like really cute/hot/handsome

HEY LOVELIES

HAPPY CNY (:



to cut things short
i gambled
and i won alot of money
but
it's in RM
but
still
it's
ALOT

hongbaos
also mostly in RM
sad
but
it's OKAY (:

tests coming
sighing alot
this year's CNY is really short
very rushed
bad ):



i cut my hair
and it looks
really
fugly):
i look like an apple/coconut D:


i have like eye infection
couldn't wear contacts during CNY
which makes it so much worse with my fugly hair D:


ate steamboat today
YUM

right
i would be really happy now
but i just thought of my hair
so
im sad
):
and i have to carry guitar to school tomorrow
even sadder
): ):
AND i didn't get to see many many people this CNY
depressed
): ): ):
ANDAND there are 4 tests coming up
miserable
): ): ): ):
ANDANDAND i have to see certain people tomorrow
down in the dumps
D: D: D: D: D:

im sorry i can't tell you the truth
i can't tell you that it was because of you that i c___
because i don't want this to keep dragging.
it has ended.
we're starting over.



physics - mr lim is really nice(:
chinese - ah.. wordless
break - noodles that taste and smell like cigarettes/: but i got my money back.
*me: aunty, 为什么这个面有那个味道？
*aunty: oh 因为那个东西有那个味道。 (points to the fire thingy)
*me: gives plate to her (showing her the, innocent 'i don't want to eat it face')
*aunty: 你不要吃啊？orh ok 我换你钱
and i get back my one dollar (:
biology - SPA. did that onion thingy...
chemistry - ordinary....
social studies - rather interesting


had guitar auditions.
ah. it's okay la... not that exciting anymore....


went home.. and here i am.
oh i suddenly thought of a song!
''here i am to worship
here i am to bow down
here i am to say that you're my God
you're altogether lovely
altogether worthy
altogether wonderful to me"


yay. random.
im just trying to make myself happy
and i happen to be getting better at it.

AH ALEX EVANS IS SO H.O.T (:

contacts are weirddd...

like


the daily one i reuse... i don't even like do the normal procedure.. what 2 drops, cleans upwards then rinse. i just take out and put into the solution, then next day use it again. NO PROBLEM.


the monthly one is MEANT to reuse right.. NONSENSE.. it's like damn uncomfortable

wad is this la.....



OK AND MY PHONE THE 3 MEMORY CARDS RIGHT.. SOOOO IRRITATING. ON THE PHONE SAY HAVE. ON THE COMPUTER THE FOLDER IS EMPTY?!?! WHAT IS THIS MAN!!!


OMG. IM GONNA EXPLODE OK


/:



anw, had phototaking today. OMG DAMN DISGUSTING! i had to pin up my fringe ): i look like dunno what nonsense ok...... ): i noe i noe.. prefect.. yes. BUT my mama ignored my suggestion to go cut my hair. cause she said i just cut it and asked me to cut after new year):

the rest of the day was pretty much ordinary...



had prefects installation rehearsal. IM STANDING BESIDE YING BING???? WHAT THE.....
i look like a DWARF ok. gosh. anw. wow i can still remember the pledge.. since like last year? not bad. haha.

AND HAWHAW.. THE COOKIES WE (momo,me) MADE ARE LIKE NICE MUCHMUCH. LIKE WHOO HOO!! (: you wan try tell me. trust me, you'll eat until you'll be as fat as me :D
don't believe me, ask isador, amelia, vivien, xin yi, xin yi's mum, xin yi's dad, amanda, ying bing, and all the other people who's tried our delicious butter cookies!!!



my eyes hurt... sad D:



yesterday met with a qian bian auntie... totally not my day -.-

What you got if you ain't got love
the kind that you just want to give away
It's okay to open up
go ahead and let the light shine through
I know it's hard on a rainy day
you want to shut the world out and just be left alone

But don't run out on your faith


'Cause sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sand
What you've been up there searching for
forever is in your hands
When you figure out love is all that matters after all
It sure makes everything else seem so small


It's so easy to get lost inside
a problem that seems so big at the time
it's like a river thats so wide
it swallows you whole
While you sit around thinking about what you can't change
and worrying about all the wrong things
time's flying by
moving so fast
you better make it count
'cause you can't get it back



Sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sand
What you've been up there searching for
forever is in your hands
When you figure out love is all that matters after all
It sure makes everything else
Seem so small

i love carrie underwood now. cause her songs are really nice. and meaningful. thanks su-may.
well, though i no better now
i figured
there's nothing i can do about anything now
and sulking ain't gonna help either
i realise it was stupid to grieve over things that can't be as serious as poverty and world hunger..
but
i guess it's just a human thing
i can't say that i couldn't help it
cause i actually could
i always had control over my feelings
to be sad or happy,
it was my choice
so now im making one
im gonna forget about all the crap stuff i've been crying about
though it's still gonna be there
i have what i need to have
cause God will give them to me
this friend of mine
told me

God understands that we are not strong all the time... Sometimes all we can do is rest on His arms as He takes us throught the journey of life


Don't get disappointed when God doesnt give you what you want... For He knows the best time for you to have it..

and it really hit me. i knew it in my heart all the time. but i just didn't allow it to get to me. it was blocked off by my thoughts of childishness. thank you. you know who you are (:

yes my first smile in two posts.. i guess im feeling much much better now..

yeah,
go figure

but i say nothing..
you leave me here
in this cold abandoned heart
thinking you could get away with it

and you
stop being so fake yeah?
stop showing off
stop bragging
cause your head will get swollen and
eventually it'll explode with all your smugness

you've misunderstood me
get your freakin facts right
don't say things that may not be true
they aren't
don't expect the world to go to you
like a flock of birds attacking some pathetic seeds on the filled-with-germs floor
SHE may be that dumb bird, but im not. SHE may love pathetic seeds on dirty floors, but i don't

leave it alone little girl
you don't know what's going on
and YOU
and i thought you knew me
i thought you cared
i thought you would never do anything to hurt me
and i think you've never really realised what you've done to me
not even now

well, maybe it's my fault too
cause i'll never tell you wads going on
you'll probably make it worse

whatever she's told you about me
i bet you're really happy about it huh
so now you're the only one she loves
the only one she can shout out to
the only one

being sad is so not enjoyable...
i want this to stop
NOW

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It's about my life. Deal with it
be nice to my blog
and i'll be nice to you(:
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yesterday is past
tomorrow is a mystery
today is a gift
that's why it's called present :D
-master wu gui, kung fu panda(:

Kid's TalkY

Hello(: ur here to speak ur language.but seriously,vulgarities need not exist here(: thank you (x only friends can spam(:

Nursery Sing-a-longsY

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

gimme ur pic if you wanna be here(:


CLIQUE Y


NIKI_RYAN_MOMO Y


ALISON_NIKI_WINNIE Y


JING_NIKI :D Y



PREFECTS_hawhaw ;D Y


ME_DANIELLE_CLARICE Y


AME_ME_AMANDA (getting a NICE picture) Y


NIKI_SU-MAY! Y


ME_ISADOR! Y


(x M&N_.lovelove Y


HAW_bball is LOVE Y

CHONG AGAIN! (: (still finding a picture...)Y


PRIS_ME_YINGBING Y


NIKI_PRIS_DOR_BING Y


FAMILY.LOVE US ;] Y


GUITARRRR! YY


ADIDAS.LOVE IT(: YYimpossible is nothing.


BASKETBALL.YYlove it.bounce it.

escapes Y

~TWOS~
Jia Qi :D
Eunice (:
Thivya(:
Jia Ying
Yee Siew
Evan
Aleeya
Bernita
Elthea
Ling Yi
Jackie
~THREES~
Jing<3
Rachel Wong<3
AmE<3
Danielle<3
JaMie<3
Isador<3
Clarice<3
BEl<3
PRis<3
Sylvia<3
Jiaxuan <3
SaraJane<3
IsabelKeng:D:D:D
ClaraChua:D:D
Althea(:(:
Elvina(:(:
Esther(:(:
ABBY(:(:
Kelly!(:
FionaPoon(:
Cristy
DebbiE
Wai Synn
Delfina
Natalie
Amanda Lim
Michelle
Myra
Wye Syn
Ruthanne
Lydia
~FOURS~
Fion=]
TMM=]
HUIYING(:
LEEHUANG(:
Momo<3
~GRADUANTS~
Vivien=]
Pearlyn=]
Wei Kee=]
Fiona=]
Claris=]
~SPECIAL~
6 Gentleness '06 :]
Charmaine~ COUSIN!!<3
GODBRO :D

Child Fantasies Y

[ ] Adidas BAG
[ ] obedient hair(:
[ ] WORLD PEACE:D
[ ] THE JONAS BROTHERS :D
[ ] my own PINK! RED laptop
[ ] own camera(: [halfway there]
[x] Running Shoes
[ ] learn drums (x
[ ] ELEC GUITAR ;D
[ ] learn elec guitar (x
[ ] a lamborghini!:D
[ ] NOT TO FAIL COMMON TESTS
[x] guitar picks!
[ ] go to church(:(:
[x] nice colourful socks(:(:
[ ] guitar strap(:
[ ] MOVIE MARATHON.im so laggin behind
[ ] NEW SHOES.
[ ] a huge house built and
controlled by my mind
(how cool is that)
well, unless i like
go crazy or something


im dreaming on my fantasies..
YYY

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